Money is a necessary evil. I hate what it does to me. I hate that it can make or break my day. I hate that is can wake me up in the middle of the night and send me in a panic. I hate the hold that it can have on my thoughts and actions.
God has really been testing us in the area of finances. The whole story is a long one for another time but it is fitting that this is the first miracle in "The Year of Miracles."
We were getting ready to leave for the weekend to go up to my brother's wedding. We had no money in our account to even pay for the trip. The day before we left, David got a check for $250. This paid for the majority of our trip! Even with having to pay $100 to fill up our truck! (Ouch!)
One of my preparations for the trip was making sure the finances were in order. We had bills to pay the following week so I wrote the checks and got them ready to send. The last day I could send them was the Monday we returned so I decided to let them sit until then. One of things I have learned is to pray while I'm doing my finances so I don't start hyper-ventilating. And I do usually "remind" God of all the bills He has to pay! (If everything is His - I guess that means the bills too!) So I was leaving the bills in His hands. Mind you- we have no money in our account and about $1100 in bills to send on Monday.
The wedding was beautiful. We had a wonderful time with family and friends. I didn't think about the bills one time. (This is a HUGE lesson that I have learned - worrying doesn't pay the bills! Bills aren't a life and death situation!) When we returned, I was going through the mail and we received about $600 in reimbursements from our medical insurance (another long story) that I wasn't expecting AND a family member had hidden $500 in my wallet that I didn't find until we got home. Our bills were paid! A miracle! One of many to come!